My Apologies

Hello again everyone. I'm very sorry, and I know I owe you all an apology. I know I said I would post regularly, but I haven't been reliable lately. 

I was working on a post about despair some time ago, one which I was putting a lot of thought into, and I also had my fingers in a few too many pies, with three of the four posts you will see later this week and month at least started, when my grandfather passed away suddenly in the night. My grandfather was not a distant figure. He lived with our family for many years. He was unbelievably healthy, and somehow we had settled into the idea that he might just be here forever. Loosing him was a crushing blow for our family for a time, and I admit I was not feeling up to addressing the issue of despair. 

After my mourning was completed, I admit, I found myself feeling completely uninspired. Sometimes that happens I suppose.  I am working hard to finish the posts I had started, but in some was the writing is still just not coming as smoothly as it used to. It is a struggle to finish what I started. I waited because I thought perhaps inspiration would just come. But today I decided that inspiration was not coming easily, and I would have to go out and find it. Perhaps writing wouldn't be as smooth an experience as I had come to know, but ideally the experience would be worthwhile. 

Expect the post on despair tomorrow morning. It was a struggle to get those last few paragraphs, but I think I have captured what needs to be said. I hope you can all support me in these next few posts and let me know what you think and see, call me on my shaky points, ask me to clarify where I got my idea in the Bible. Don't let me allow my being rusty to prevent me from giving you the Biblically sound articles I have thus far provided. In short, hold me accountable. It is what I have asked of you from the very beginning, from the very title bar of my blog. All I can ask is that you continue to do so, while I attempt to continue to turn my life experiences to a little learning for me, and for you. 
I also intend to follow the post on despair with a short post explaining why I was inspired to return to you.

I love you all, my brothers and sisters, see you soon!